Wednesday, January 17, 2007
today went back to kcp immediately after the so called EP. so stupid. anyway, i manage to draw the relief tag! yeah!! haha.. fri i wanna try again. get permission from Mr chan first bah. lolz.. jus wanna put my bag inside without asking mummy for help. if not, she damn poor thing. must walk out to open door specially for me.

went to make the cd with mr lok. wa.. confusing n long. but manage to do it. heng.. but too bad, by the time i finish it, Mummy went off for meeting at TJC liao. so din really get to talk to her too. haven even tell her abt the good news too. tat's why i haven cheque in. it's still with me. lolz.. :P sitting at her place to do work quite stress. got teacs looking at me. but like tat good. i can concentrate better. cos die die also must do work. if not, teacs will scold me. haha.. :D i'm someone who needs to be pushed. if only i can study at Mummy's place until evening. lolz.. anyway, finally manage to get old of her time-table. haha..

then met up with GG CLs(Denise&Grace) & ACLs(Qian Han&Liang Yu). went to TPY to buy cloths. haha.. they joined Chingay too! except for Denise. haha.. chat n chat. sianz lor.. dunno can claim back my $70 from that horrible woman anot.. argh!! i wun be so stupid to claim from Mummy. if she made Mummy to pay me, i'll not take. think i better go photocopy the receipt. if not, later she deny then i die.. $70 lor.. i can save tat money to buy my Precious Moment figurines or even buy Mummy's present leh.. must save money to buy Mummy a Burberry handbag for her bday tis yr. hope i can afford. :)

had ballet earlier on. only 4 at first. doing barre work. like exams lor. but all wearing home clothes. haha.. funny lor.. joke a lot! maybe not very stress bah.. hehe.. then kerine came. late again wor.. she's missing for 2 weeks! haha.. anyway, we learn 1 new dance for 15mins! so long lor.. goodness. haha.. sun must go practice again! yeah! ballet rox!!

talked to Mama abt her condition. final stage of IVF. so poor thing. gonna have injections everyday from Fri onwards. :( Mr Soh also scare lor.. so she's doing it herself. gosh.. gonna inject once everyday! below the belly-button. *ouch* but i'm sure she can endure! Jia You ok? :)


`SiHui* _[temPteD_* 11:27 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Mummy fall sick! gosh.. really scare me out of my wits! when joanna told me, i was on my way to J8 for meeting. then was so terrified n worried. the moment i get out of car, i called Mummy liao. i was like super terrified. cos usually when Mummy is unwell, someone would have told me. n now, no one tells me. only until joanna sms her then she told her. i know her concern. she doesn't want me to get so worried, but i feel better if i know tat something has happen rather than suddenly receive such news that she's sick. guess i really scare myself today until tears really flow down. I'm Sorry. but it's really out of control. i promise that i'll grow up, but it's really out of my control when i'm super worried for someone whom really means a lot to me. I'm not crying like what Mummy had said, as if she's dead or something. but i'm just glad that she's ok n everything. not as bad as i've imagined. cos she did not pick up my call at first.

i treasure everyone more ever since Miss Chang's incident. i treat everyday as if it's my last day. i prayed that there's always a tmr n tmr n tmr on n on n on...... in that case, i have more time to spend with everyone around me. esp my loved ones! i wished i could spend time with each n everyone. however, time n work do not permit me to do so. n i'm really stressed up with the amount of work i have on hands. hopefully everyone will understand me n let me just flare out if there's a need. i really dun mean it at all. i'm sorry for everything that i've done wrong.

i know there's always a time where pple is really tired of work n falls sick easily. but pls get well soon after having enough rest. ur loved ones are worried n care a lot for u.. right? so......

Mummy, Please Get Well REAL SOON! I Miss You!

`SiHui* _[temPteD_* 10:48 PM

looking at the clicks i have now, weird...... there's new clicks liao. i miss myold clicks with Bel, Qy, Cs, Des n not forgetting my Dear fren, Forest. now they have their click with Kelly which i'm not close to in the first place. we even had conflicts. n worse is, we're working together in the Chingay project under Fund-raising. isn't tat stupid? i'm the one who recruit her in!! goodness.. thanks to her influence, bel n me totally look like strangers alr. unlike before. they were so close now! n poor forest, she sticks with me. thanks a million my dear fren! if not for her, i think i alr break down. feeling so depress n stress these few days. i really worry for my common test. i dunno wat's happening at all.. haiz.. anyone can save me from the misery?

I Miss Mummy!! & the days i had in KCPSS!!

`SiHui* _[temPteD_* 3:33 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Had lunch with Mummy at about 2.40pm. well, she paid for it again. anyway, Mummy said that Miss Chang passed away tis morning. i'm shock! totally shock! tried to change the atmosphere. but it's really weird. i dunno how. she's affected by it. but i dunno how to console her or anything. guess i'm just being a nuisance there to her during our lunch. feeling upset, i went for NPCC as usual. played with the cadets n teach sec 1s some drills. they were cute. at least i feel better seeing so many girls in NPCC. haha.. girls rules!! then saw Sharon in GG. i thought she join Dance. but she say got 3 weeks to try. so yupx, she's trying out. then at the same time, i introduce Mummy to her in a distance. she kind of shock. haha.. but she said Mummy was PRETTY and NICE. then Mummy say me hugging her GG n she kinda showed me tat stern face. cos she did not know that Sharon was my Ballet junior-cum-student? lolz.. anyway, i took 3 pics with the GG lor. dunno wat game they playing. but i'm happy to take pics with my Xiao Meis! hehe.. so sweet.. =P love them lots!

after a tiring but fun day, i thought i would have a ride to J8 in Mummy's car. ended up walking to J8. she was suppose to attend Miss Chang's funeral wake with some other teacs. therefore cant fetch me. however, she forget to tell me. then i'm like standing there waiting for her for nothing leh.. feel like a fool lar. haiz.. but anyway, i feel terrible after walking out of the office just like that. i did not even say goodbye n just walk out. argh!! I'm so SORRY Mummy! feel super super guilty. ended up msging her saying sorry. then no reply. really thought she angry with me. heng.... she haven read the sms cos it's in her car! i really almost cried out liao. cos she's in a terrible mood too, n i'm doing this. sorry sorry sorry.. cos i only wanted to share my good news with her. thought i could treat her meal or something n cheer her up. i've done well during my Promos, thus i've receive $200 for good progress award. i just only wanted to share this good news with Mummy. didn't know it ended up like that. =(

`SiHui* _[temPteD_* 10:46 PM